LightEssence

It's been a while, aint it?
I pretty much gave up on art for a while due to life stress and depression (I'm not gonna get into that don't worry).
I was watching episode 94 (I think) of Pokemon Fire Red by the Game Grumps where they talked about "Don't Break the Chain" and I've decided to start that up!
I've already been at it for a few weeks, drawing SOMETHING every single day. 
Sometimes I go all out, sometimes I doodle a little emoticon.
Either way, I working to get back at it. And I figure why not post my work on here again?
I have some stuff I haven't posted from the last few months that I'll post as well.
ALSO, I'm currently working on a picture-music-video-thing for my best friend Axiomniac and hopefully I'll be able to get that done in a few weeks around my job.
So there's a lot to come!
I think that even with the lul in my art history, my style has improved and I've gotten a lot better at drawing humans and all that jazz. c:

If anybody's reading this, I hope you'll stick with me through this

- Katie

1. Are you more feminine or masculine? - Bit of both
2. Are you tall or short? - Tall -> 5 ft 7 in 
3. What's your favorite color? - Black/Purple/Pink
4. What do you love about yourself? - my loyalty
5. What's your greatest flaw? -  My depression and anxiety
6. Do you see yourself differently than other people describe you? - It tends to be pretty spot on 
7. What are you really, really good at? - Giving advice, listening, worrying
8. What's something you're bad at, but love? -  Singing, dancing, being attractive
9. What's something people have tried to force you to do? - Other than my mom forcing me to do chores and my father trying to get me to obey him I can't think of anything
10. How do you spend your free time? - Reading fanfiction, photoshopping, writing fanfiction
11. Describe the way you dress in one sentence. - I try to dress nice but then I get uncomfortable so then I change into something lazy.
12. Have you ever gotten your nails professionally painted? - Yes a few times, I enjoy it ^-^
13. What is the most insulting thing anyone has said to you? - My ex boyfriend insulted this couple and then the guy lashed at me and called me "$5 prostitute" amongst other gentlemanly things
14. Favorite game? - Alice: Madness Returns, Bastion, FarCry3 (I can't pick only one)
15. What color is your hair? - Dirty Blonde/Brown

『✧~*PHILOSOPHY*~✧』

16. Do you believe in god? Care to tell why? - I do not, I unno why. Just doesn't seem probable to me. I believe in the power of the individual
17. Is men's rights a thing? - Well I'll tell you there's definitely such a thing as 'white male privilage'.
18. Does love really exist? - Yes, but I don't believe there is ONE set person in the world for everyone (soul mates). We are all compatible with many, not just one c: The love of my life could be Harry Styles or it could be Marcel you never know
19. Can science explain everything, eventually? - Probably, I unno, I'm not a scientist and I'm not interested in science, however I definitely believe in it
20. Are we raised into what we love, or do we come to love it based on how we were raised? - Everyone eventually develops their own opinions on things. However how you're raised does have a pretty large impact on your point of view
21. How do you feel about the school system? - The American school system is absolutely fucked. They need to fix it. Learn from the countries which have better outcome of happiness n shi goddamn
22. Do you believe in fate/destiny? - Mmmmmnot really. I honestly just believe things happen because they happen
23. What is art? - Whatever the artist wants it to be (same answer as tinyfrou )
24. Do we define ourselves, or does our past? - Our present thoughts and actions define ourselves
25. What happens after we die? - We're dead. I like to think that reincarnation is a thing but I'm not sure
26. Do humans matter (tiny specs on a floating piece of rock in a solar system in a galaxy in an infinite universe)? - I think everything matters. Everything is important. Even the things that literally have no purpose, I care about them.
27. What religion? - AHAHAHAHHA
28. Is there good in everyone? - I like to think so
29. Is human life only valuable because our society makes it? - All. Life. Is. Valuable.
30. How do you feel about society, the vague "they" blamed for everything? - Society is only poop because the negative people tend to stick out

『✧~*LOVEY-DOVEY PREFERENCE STUFF*~✧』

31. What gender do you prefer? - At this point in time I prefer men, but I also like women. Maybe even everything else but I don't know yet. Still figuring myself out.
32. What's the first thing you notice about someone? - Eyes or smile or if they're Harry Styles or not... usually not.
33. Could you love someone you found ugly? - If I loved them, they wouldn't be ugly to me.
34. Favorite hair color? - Brownie
35. Favorite eye color? - Greenie
36. Ideal height? - My favorite height is 5ft 11in, but anything between 5ft and 7-11in is awesome when it comes to male companions. For girlies anything my height or shorter is adorbs
37. Describe, personality-wise, what your ideal boy/girlfriend would be like? - Harry Styles-> one moment he's professional and the next he's a dork who makes me die of laughter
38. Describe, appearance-wise, what your ideal boy/girlfriend would be like? - Harry Styles-> soft brown hair, HE'S F*CKING 5ft11in, good fashion
39. What do you look for: brains or looks? - Brainies
40. Could you fall in love online? - Yes
41. How much of an age cap can you handle? - I've thought about this, 8 years older is within my comfort, and since I'm 18 right now 3 years younger is within my comfort
42. How would you introduce yourself on a blind date? - Hello my name is Katie who are you
43. Could you forgive a cheater? - I dunno man. That's one of those situations I don't know how I would react to unless I actually experienced it. Let's hope I don't c:
44. Is lying about something serious as bad as cheating? - Depends how big the lie is. If you like about liking your lover's outfit because they really love it and you want them to be happy and confident, I don't see the wrong in it. However it would be wise to not always/not get used to hiding your opinion. That's when things spiral downward.
45. Right now, you could call the person you like/love (if you aren't dating/engaged/married already), or show up at their front door, and just confess or kiss them or whatever. What's stopping you? - He doesn't know who I am and I don't know where he is/She doesn't know I like her

I'll put the things I've done in bold

Since the start of 2014 I have:

Gotten a new piercing.
Dyed my hair.
Ended a relationship.
Started a new relationship.
Been on a long car journey.
Passed an exam. 
Cried on someone’s shoulder.
Had a massive fight with a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Received flowers.
Had a Valentine.
Written a letter using pen and paper.
Gone to see a therapist.
Been prescribed medication by a doctor.
Read a really good book.
Gone to the zoo.
Spent too much money on unnecessary things.
Traveled by train.
Cried over someone.
Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan.
Slammed a door out of frustration.
Had an anxiety attack.
Had a BBQ.
Gone to the fair.
Gone bowling.
Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.
Gone on a date. 
Been the only sober one on a night out.
Helped someone home after they’d had too much to drink.
Stayed up all night.
Talked on the phone for over 2 hours. 
Supported someone who’d received bad news.
Watched some kind of live sporting event. 
Read an entire book in one day.
Bought a DVD the day it was released.
Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.
Cried as a result of exam stress.
Met some incredible new people.
Fallen backwards off a chair.
Broken my glasses.
Cried over someone in my past.
Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet. 
Thrown up.
Cried over a film.
Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-significant other.
Fought with someone in public.
Been in a relationship for a year or longer.

Feels good man.
I missed drawing things~
I have a bunch of things planned and a lot of sketches I might be posting soon.
I'm also currently working on a fanfiction, but I'm not sure if I'll be posting that on here or keeping it exclusively to wattpad. 
(My account on there is also LightEssence so you can go check me out if you'd like)

Contact me if you want to add me on Steam, too, I would love to have more friends on there to play games with c:

-Light

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.
Then re-post as "I'm __% Virgin". Lowest number you have the more you've done!

[ ] Smoked 
[ ] Drank alcohol.
[x] Cried when someone died. 
[ ] Been drunk
[ ] Had sex. 
[x] Been to a concert. 
[ ] gotten/given a handjob.
[ ] gotten/given a blowjob.
[x] Been verbally/sexually harassed.
[x] Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. (Verbally attacking my father in response to his verbal attacks)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 96%

[ ] Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
[x] Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
[ ] Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. 
[ ] Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] Been to prom.
[x] Cried at school
[x] Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store
[ ] Went streaking. 
[ ] Given or received a lap dance. 
[x] Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 92%

[x] Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. 
[ ] Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
[ ] Kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Went scuba diving. 
[x] Driven a car.
[x] Gotten an x-ray.
[ ] Hit by a car.
[x] Had a party. (fun and nerdy one with actual friends, playing video games and such)
[ ] Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88%

[ ] Played strip poker/darts.
[ ] Got paid to strip for someone.
[ ] Run away from home.
[ ] Broken a bone
[ ] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Bought porn. 
[x] Watched porn (not gonna deny lmfao)
[ ] Made porn
[x] Been in love

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 86%

[x] Made Out.
[x] Laughed so hard you cried
[x] Cried yourself to sleep.
[x] Laughed yourself to sleep.
[ ] Shot a gun. 
[ ] Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. 
[x] Been online for 9 consecutive hours. (Me every chance there's nothing on my schedule)
[x] Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (Those Korean dramas, man.)
[x] Watched an animal die. (A baby bunny died in my backyard, I tried so hard to help him live, but nothing worked ;n; )

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 79%

[ ] Watched a person die. 
[x] Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
[x] Pranked somebody.
[ ] Put somebody in the hospital. 
[ ] Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
[x] Kissed somebody of the same sex.
[x] Dressed punk.
[x] Dressed goth. 
[ ] Dressed preppy. 
[x] Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 73%

[x] Avoided somebody.
[x] Been stalked.
[x] Stalked someone.
[x] Met a celebrity.
[x] Played an instrument
[x] Ridden a horse. 
[ ] Cut yourself.
[ ] Bungee jumped.
[x] Ding dong ditched somebody.
[ ] Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66%

[x] Got caught stealing something. (I think I tried to steal a key from a journal when I was like five)
[ ] Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
[ ] Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. 
[ ] Gone out with your friend's crush. 
[ ] Got arrested. 
[ ] Been pregnant. 
[x] Babysat.
[x] Been to another country.
[ ] Set your house on fire.
[ ] Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 63%

[ ] Donated your hair to cancer patients.
[ ] Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by. 
[x] Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
[x] Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months. 
[x] Sat on your butt all day. 
[x] Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself. 
[x] Had a job.
[ ] Gotten cut from a sports team.
[x] Been called a whore (not for any real reason, someone just throwing every insult at me that he could think of)
[ ] Danced like a whore. 

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 57%

[x] Been mistaken as older than your own age.
[x] Been in a car accident.
[X] Been told you have beautiful eyes. 
[x] Been told you have beautiful hair. 
[x] Danced in the rain.
[x] Been rejected. 
[x] Walked out of a restaurant without paying. (was an accident)
[ ] Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.

TOTAL: 50%

I'm not very active on this site but every now and then I come on to check things out, and this time I happened to see someone who took this quiz and I was curious to see what I get. Apparently I'm half and half xD I'm cool with that!! Haha